mom, oh my goshh there is so much to say. i love you so much. you are literally the chillest mother i know. we have such amazing conversations and you really understand me. i love our relationship so much i can tell you anythingggg and you guide me through all my decisions. you’ve taught me such strong values and have instilled an inordinate amount of trust in me and i will not fail you. i am determined to make you proud. my goal in life is to be as strong as you are. you are an amazing mother, no matter what i say sometimes. i could not have chosen a better mommy for myself. you provide so many laughs for rohan and me, but you’re right. without you, we would have no fun. god, i could go on and on. mommy, i love you so much. thank you for everything.
daddy! you are amazing too. i love that we hang out together and have conversations about cars and sports and all sorts of guy stuff. i love all the weird nicknames you have for me. you are honestly the strongest person i know. i feel so proud when people say that i am exactly like you. you crack some pretty poor jokes but i secretly think they’re hilarious. dad, i know mom tells you everything about my life, but mom also tells me all the things that you tell her. and today she told me that you trust me a lot and have a lot of respect for me. i will never ever ever do anything to change that opinion of me. i really want to make you and mommy happy and i hope i’m doing that. i love you so much, daddy.
hey there boyfraaaaand (: so you’re kind of more than my crush. a lot more. anyways, i like you more than i’ve ever liked anyone in my entire life and it’s prettty damn crazy. i honestly have gotten so used to seeing you all the time that when you went to florida, i missed you soooooo much more than i should have. i’m really scared for school now because even though you live like down the street, i’m afraid i won’t get to see you anymore. pradeep, you don’t even understand how amazing this summer has been for me because of you. i actually looked forward to going to elite everyday because i knew i would get to see you at the end. oh gosh there is so much that i can say about you. i could list everything that i love about you but that would literally be an endless list. you are so perfect for me, i cannot even fathom how i got this lucky. i looooove being bombarded with flashbacks of our amazing memories, followed by butterflies that i still get around you. and i am seriously looking forward to allll the amazing times we’re gonna have in the future. and even though you still haven’t covered all the bug pictures in my bio book with post its, i still think you are a fantastic boyfriend. i am so glad you’re back from florida and i am really excited that i get to call you my boyfriend. i don’t think you understand how happy you make me. ahhh pradeep<3
best friend. hmm kinda have quite a few of those. this is gonna take a while.
addy-i’ve known you since womb life and we’ve literally grown up together. i love how we can just be completely silent around each other but we always know what the other is thinking and we never feel like we have to say anything; we’re just that close. we are psychic and we really are like sisters. i didn’t get to see you that much this summer so i’m really looking forward to school with you again. loveyou<3
rohini-beans, you have literally grown up in front of me. haaa you have a boyfriend haaayyy. you are such a good friend dude. even though we also didn’t meet very often this summer, nothing has changed between us. i love that we can just pick up where we left off. you are just a flapping genius and you motivate me to strive for something atleast close to what you are. you don’t know how much i love you.
sonia-you know how we’ve always said that even though we don’t go to the same school, we’re still extremely close? well that still stands. i saw you literally every day this whole summer because of elite and a lotttt has happened. we’ve gotten closer than we were before. i definitely have withdrawals from not seeing you even for two days, but i’m really not that afraid that we’re gonna see each other less. because i know we are always gonna be this close and our best friendship is beautiful. <3
ashna-i freaking love you. we have known each other forever. since kindercare. and you are such an amazing best friend. i can literally tell you anything and i know you won’t think i’m a freak. even though i am. i know last year there was that conflict and stuff but i am wayyy past that and i don’t have any problem at all because i won’t let anything ruin our friendship. so much loveee.
zainab-you are one of those people who i don’t have to see all the time to know that you will always be there for me. i met you in third grade and didn’t see you again till seventh, but we were still as tight as ever. throughout the years, we have gone through a lot. and i can always tell you everything. i love you so much and i know you’re gonna be my best friend forever. i love everything about you and i miss you like crazy.
andrea-GIRRRRL. we got close this year and i am daaayum thankful for it. you always make an effort to see me and hang out with me even with my retarded elite life. my life would be so boring without you. i can completely let loose with you and you wouldn’t judge me cuz you’re crazy too. (; i am gonna be sooooo sad when you leave me next year. :/
ruthvik-we have been through some really interesting times this year. especially with the whole world thinking we were lovers. i love how none of that made us awkward at all and how we became best friends in spite of it. i hate not talking to you everyday and i hate that we haven’t hung out much this summer and i hate that we don’t have classes together this year and i hate that you’re gonna go off to college next year. but i know that’s not gonna change anything. we’ll still be best friends, i know it.
someone is seriouslyyy on crack on my formspring. i swear some people have absolutely no life. so i sit here thinking about how annoying people are for saying such odd and creepy and mean things on formspring when here i am, actually continuing to have one and continuing to respond to these fagggs. one daaaaay. one day i will actually delete that piece of shiiiit. either that or i will learn to not let anonymous assholes get to me. hmm maybe that’s not even it. i guess i’m okay with people hating on me on my own formspring but when they start getting into hating on my brother and my boyfriend, the claws come out. except i don’t know who to kill. :/